I really want to right now.

ok let me start from about a month ago
My mom came home from rehab, cus she was an addict from pain meds, Okay Im happy shes back.... But my father and my sister arn't so thrilled.my mom used to take my sister stuff without asking and never gave it back, and my father though she was gunna use again. she didn't, she hasn't and she has promised me she never will.

so up to about a few days ago, everything was fine. until my dad went crazy and snapped because the car insurance. Okay im a 14 year old girl, i don't know ANYTHING about what he needs to do about the insurance. he went and paid it 100$ cash in person, he has 30$ in the bank, the insurance company takes out some, now he's -45$.
he gets pissed because we have no money,and he cant see what his balence is because our internet has been shut off, ( he didn't pay the bills) my house is in eviction, and we need to move into my grandmas house.

Now, lets take this into about a half an hour ago.
Sammi and Fiona (17 year old sister and 5 year old sister) are playing Sims3 on the computer. i sit and watch, Sam asks me to switch her laundry, and thats when things went bad.
i switch the laundry and sit and watch again. my dad says "do you hear something banging in the dryer?" Sam says "I have a purse in there, no big deal." its a big deal, the lint catcher fell in with her laundry and broke my dryer. Before i found this out I was sitting
in my front yard when my dad tells me to get inside. he starts going off on my like I killed someone! he keep saying "you just wanted to play your game, you dont care about this family, i dont have the money to fix it... blah blah blah" im crying as he is yelling, so when her walks into the other room, i bolted up the stairs, i go talk to my mom. i talk to my mom alot, she helps. so I tell her how he's an asshole and i feel like i can't do ANYTHING right. he comes in and gos off saying "you guys are talking about me behind my back.. blah blah blah." he does this EVERY TIME I TRY AND TALK TO MY MOM ABOUT SOMETHING!!!! even if its about school, boys, bitchy girls, anything!
so i just go in my room and cry. i go in my moms room to ask if i could walk to my friend Megan's house. she didn't answer, Sammi came in and wont look at me wont talk to ne, just because her clothes cant get clean now. Fiona wants to play Kingdom hearts, sam says no, mom says yes, mom won. i set it up downstairs (keep in mind im still crying, i havn't stoped) and my dad comes up from behind me and tells me im gunna have to go take the cothes to my grandmas house, three houses down. he didnt say now, so i went back upstairs and cried more, he comes in and tells me "NOW" so i go. My grandma doesn't answer the door, my texts (shes deaf) or anything so i haul the basket of laundry back home, i start to hang up the clothes on hangers to dry and my grandma tells me shes home, so i take every thing down and bring it back to her house, tell her why im still crying and i put the laundry in her dryer, get on her computer and start typing this.

so ive had a pretty shitty day.... if anyone can tell me what they do to chill out and whatever after their parents yell at them, please tell me.

and this was to vent not for pitty. i hate pitty......


well thanks for reading my crap, hope your day is better than mine....